01. Alienated and neglected ‘I’

Alienated and neglected ‘I’

Among the things which make me feel…“my life is so tough”,

there are negative thoughts and emotions coming up all the time.

As if a wild beast watches for a chance to attack,

every time I stopped growing and felt so tired,

or when I lost myself for a while,

whenever the mind of pride and arrogance rose inside…, “I am the best”,

you can find negativity sticking its head up.

The egos which I continued to produce but didn’t care,

just hurt, left out and isolated in sub-consciousness or memories,

like a crying baby asking breast milk,

ask you to give more attention and more love,

ask you to heal,

it grabs your ankle on the decisive moment.

Usually you are a good person, a good neighbor,

a good husband and a good wife,

living in the light.

Once the negativity comes up and pounce on you,

not even a needle can be plugged in,

you get hard like concrete,

like ice-cold heart.

Even though so much the truth you heard,

I cannot persuade myself,

whom can I ever persuade?

I cannot hear my word,

who would like to listen to me?

I cannot forgive me,

who dares to forgive me?

The negative energy popping up moment after moment,

is enough to burn me up,

enough to burn others up,

coming up like mountain high tsunami.

Try to be aware of it.

The negativity is scary and dreadful as such.

Please remember, the energy is getting stronger only when my mind empowers it.

This is the deep and deep meaning of ‘a piece of pure mind’.

On the basis of negativity,

there is someone, hurt and bullied from me.

I am ‘there’ just like a little child,

hoping to be healed,

wishing to be forgiven,

asking to be loved.

The unawakened consciousness, which is anxious and wants more,

is the cause of negativity.

Positive thoughts are extended far and far

to make me and others better.

The more, the better.

But how can we stop the constantly coming up negativity?