The Tree of Life in the Light

There is no one knows me as well as I do. The exact reverse is also true; ‘I’ am the last one to know myself. Pride and proud are the hardest to be aware of, and the easiest to perceive, one of the negativities inside me. Pride and proud are one of the negativities that fears left in inner mind is exposed to the outside. Mostly, it’s inconvenience to others rather than myself. People who think they have deeper knowledge or who believe they have extensive experiences are like the ones trying harder to make rooms in a well. The people who think they know a lot more than others have stronger pride and proud. To the people who don’t have enough consideration for others, to the people who don’t communicate with nature, to the people who think they are more superior and special than others, to the people who have more separated consciousness than oneness-consciousness, pride and proud affect them strongly. Pride and proud are source of superiority and it makes oneself hate

It is very difficult for everyone to stop thinking, as long as they live and breathe. Especially, when negative thinks are increasing and overwhelming, stop-thinking is more difficult. As failing of stop-thinking, various emotions arise, As failing of emotion-controlling, not-controlled wills arise, Not-controlled wills bring about individual judgments, and then these judgments are actualized by ‘bad doings’ which contain entirely negative energies. He/she reveals their egos strongly by these ways. All revealed negative energies of ego can be ready to explode at any time. They make sudden facial changes, or make sudden anger, or make a scream loudly, or begin to give power to our little ‘inner I’ . Then, these negative energies rush into hasty judgment without any hindrance, even though many chances are given to stop thinking of negatives, and drive into catastrophe without any clear understanding. As long as failings of stop-thinking of negatives especially toward their neighbor

There are so many "I"s inside me. In consciousness and unconsciousness, in ego and true self, in emotion and reason, in man and woman, in love and indifference, in calmness and passion, the love of the great universe and the love of the micro universe, come inside me and are living together. As long as I'm breathing, thoughts and emotions arise, feelings and logics come and go, understanding and misapprehension interchanges each other, moments of delusion and judgment occurs, sexual desires arise constantly. There is "I" ceaselessly whispering that "I am lonely". There is "I" thinking always suffering from lack of money. There is "I" full of dissatisfaction because of not being successful. There is "I" ashamed of past mistakes committed. There is "I" envious because of not being loved. And there is "I" stubbornly whining for love and wishing to be recognized by others, nonethele